It's one of those nights when I know I should be sleeping but I don't want to sleep. Been dreadfully tired all day. My little girl gave me a difficult night and having a broken foot are not a walk in the park in tandem. The evening has proven... interesting.
Like some sick little heroin junkie I keep getting into these situations with certain people that leave me wide open. I'm a sucker and I know it. I don't seem to care that much about being a sucker anymore, though. We're all fools, for one reason or another. We're all fools.
I am enriched by all this, I know. Parts of me - the more physical aspects - influence me in ways that would seem rash; act out needs, desires. I'd like to think I know better. It's still difficult.
Life is a funny affair. Someone's laughing, of this I am sure!
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