Need/Want

Living the nightcrawler's life for a couple of weeks. I run form one side to another, run around in circles, getting nowhere; a futile endeavor. Perhaps I know this? Perhaps somewhere in my innermost core I understand that this will lead me nowhere. My oscillating attentions, ebbing and flowing in a mercurial dance, may not take me down a path of discovery but rather one of stunted emotional evolution...

I think I might fall again. Let run without clear guidance, I feel I falter on my way.

Good things come to me, often enough, when I open myself to them. Much self-doubt has sabotaged the oportunities of life that have come my way, some of them. Now and then I do make the most of the deuces thrown my way, sometimes all too well...

I feel like wandering. I feel like finding all things I lost and those I've never had. I feel like being a river. I feel like coccooning. I feel like going forth on in time.

Wanderlust - The Delays

Can you hear that knocking in your soul
No, you don't listen
Can you hear that knocking overload
No, you don't listen

Never see the high beyond the low
No wonder, you lay twitching
Do you share the rush to be alone
Come over, we'll go missing
We'll go where there's no snow
We'll go and they won't know
Just please don't give me your word
Do do do, do do do do do do ah ah ah
Can you hear that knocking in your soul
No, you don't listen
We'll go where there's no snow
Just please don't give me your word
Do do do, do do do do do do ah ah ah
Just please don't give me your word

All that matters is the music tonight
Just please don't give me your,
All that matters is the music tonight,

But you don't listen

So, we'll go running, running til we start again
Yeah we'll run, we'll run away
Yeah, we'll go running, running til we start again
Yeah we'll run, we'll run away
Yeah, we'll go running, running til we start again
And we'll run, we'll run away